Happy Halloween!
So I just came across my old Xanga blog. Man did I write some funny stuff!!! I also wrote a ton!! Half of the stuff I wrote, I don't even remember, shows how significant (or insignificant) my blog was. Oh well, it is always fun to reflect back on the past and see how much I've grown up.
A co-worker tonight asked me if I've recent become more religious lately. When I asked him why, he said its because the choices I make now with much more consideration for my future and the effect it will have on other people. I simply just told him that I've always had a relationship with God, but the real reason for my decisions is because I am growing up now, and its time to start seriously considering my future. For example, this whole thing with Prop 19 (legalizing Marijuana). I've been so back and forth with this prop. I can't decide if it would do more good or more bad? From a business standpoint, I think it would do good things if the government could place a tax on selling it, regulate it and hopefully get us out from our budget deficit. Personally though, would I want my children to have such easy access to that? No. (This is a very basic example of the thoughts I've been having regarding this prop.)
I'm looking forward to the work week because my crazy boss will be out of the office from Tuesday-Friday. One thing I like is the fact that I will be able to come in early, meaning I will be able to go home earlier. I really hope I can find a better job sooner rather than later. Lord knows I've been trying. I don't know if I can take much more of her "abuse".
I watched Pride and Prejudice today. It really made me realize that CHIVALRY is almost dead, but for the most part it has just changed with the times. I really adore the love story of Elizabeth Bennet and Mr. Darcy. I hope that over the course of my lifetime, I will have a great love story to tell of my own. I have to say though, I'm headed in the right direction. As corny as this sounds, every heart break has lead me to where I'm supposed to be, and I will be thankful for that at the end of the day.
My youngest sister is turning 16 on Friday and my family and I are celebrating with dinner at Geisha House. It makes me feel so old. What a bittersweet moment for me to see my baby sister grow into a beautiful little woman. I hope that I've been a good role model for her and that she doesnt get herself into too much trouble.
Well thats all I've got to say about that... goodnight
